Stuck in the BKK traffic..

Working in the city is not a fun thing, especially when u have to spend 3 hrs on the road everyday! After working hard, all want to do is getting home as quickly as i can. But it seems impossible. Traffic jam is the real creativity killing tool to me. (-_-)"

I read a blog of someone last night. He mentioned about a book that he just finished. On the book, the auther wrote that in this society, u can't expect honesty from people, since even us, we r not true to ourselves all time.

I'm thinking about this point. I agreed that sometimes we r not even honest to ourselves. But what i do woder is if human really have capability to aware of what we truely feel. Is there anytime that u ever feel that u r fooling with yourself because it's too hurt to accept the reality? Is there anytime that u feel like u don't even know what u really for your life? I think sometimes, we don't mean to be dishonest. We r just getting lost in our confused mind. Or may be, human is a spicie which is too intelligent so God just keep the balance by taking out the 100% ability to aware of ourselves out. Is it what we meant to be?