Are human really suppossed to be with someone until the very last day? Or if there's a special kind of human that always push people who are close to them away, while deep inside, that kind of people also long for having someone around... It's really hard to understand yourself sometime..
Or, may be, it's just a deepest fear, running subconsciesely inside my mind.. The fear that causes by the belief that eventually people will walk away after they find out that i'm not worth the patience to stay around. So the sense of self protection tells me to walk away before it's too late..
If that's not the fact then i wonder, how come a person like me always in the wrong place, wrong time.. If there any chance that i will finally meet right one at the right time.. Someone who will never walk away..
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Someone who will never walk away
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Mai, sometime I think maybe you (or me) who walk away and hiding at save place where other people don't know and don't understand...
or.. maybe you will not risk to let someone just know you as who you are.. or you are not hesitage enough to wait..
possible?
i don't know
but i know i won't walk away :)
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it's 1st april
BUT i didn't lie ... ie ie
by the way, i wonder where did you took these picture?
Mai, most people that I have encountered in this world need to validate their existence and prove to themselves that they are alive and loved by surrounding themselves with "friends" and "companions"; and yet, they are the ones that are alone and perpetually lonely. They are the center of the universe, in their own minds, and cannot understand or fathom those of us who need no such validation. The point of fact is that they cannot stand to be by and with themselves. Why? Because they don't like what they see or they don't want to admit the futility of their persuits. We are comfortable in our own skin, knowing who we are and what we are about. Nobody needs to tell us why. We are equally at home in a social group and solitary, and while in the one state are usually not longing for the other. I occassionally find myself in the position of wishing for someone to be at my side to share in the wonder and beauty that I both see and experience every day, but I don't NEED to have anyone there. Where my disappointments have come in relationships, is that one party wants to recreate to fit what they think they want in their mind's eye, and are disappointed that they could not. A couple does not become one entity; but rather two individuals create a third. This is what, I think, is most misunderstood. There's you, and there's me and then there's you and me. None of the three of us is codependent.
Don't be sad, especially for yourself. if you are going to be sad anyway, be sad for them. They are the ones suffering.
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