In search of the new inspiration

I feel so weak during the past few months. There's nothing bad has happened. It's just how my mind fools around with myself. I think it's human nature that keep stiring your mind when life starts being in cliché. All you have to do is try to overcome that shit and convince yourself that you are still ok. Though sometimes it's a dark pleasure to let yourself drawn deep in self pity and feeling the weak side of you. But that's just like you are letting the devil eat you out. At the end you will find it more and more difficult to get back to be yourself again. Once you loose your strength to live, you will not know who you are anymore.

To rescue yourself out from that suck situation, you just have to get up and do something that you used to love. What works for me is music... I've just found it out this evening.. After music has been turned on, I started sing along with those familiar tunes... Then, the miracle begins. I feel much better! I know that it could help just in temporary but it's enough to give me a hope to get back to someone I want to see in myself again. It also gives me a will to continue searching for my next inspiration. I might still be under a bad weather, but I also a glismp of light at the end of the tunnel that I go toward to it. Life will not be too bad, unless you let it be.




Life is not perfectly beautiful... But as long as you keep painting it with some bright hopes, then it's not what you can not love it.

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