Living The Fear

If I say, Today's world is the world of fear. Some of you may think I'm exaggerated about it. But the more I live my life, the more I believe in this truth. People today are living under the cover of fear that some of us are not even aware of. Have you ever worried about your future? Have you ever concerned if you would lost your job or completely lost ability to earn your income? Have you ever afraid to get serious illness one day? Have you ever been afraid of what the future will bring to your life? We all have different kind of fear in each of us and we react to it in different ways.

I remember that I have less fear when I was younger. And the kind of fear that I had then is just temporary, such as fear of not being good enough in some incident at work, which it disappeared quickly after the situation. For now, I think I have deeper fear. I'm worried about my future. Though I have a job, which pays so well but I'm still worried what if it will last somedays soon. I start to worry that I may not good enough in what I do and I wouldn't be able to find other source of income to cover what what I need to take care of. I even concern about my life after retirement, which is more than 20 years away. I found it's easy to push yourself in the world of fear when your shoulders are full of responsibility. The picture of "Unknown" things in the future for yourself is not as scary as when you aware that you may put people who rely on you in trouble with you. That's really a heart shaking scene, when you start thinking about it.

We all do have fear inside. But the most important part is how you can control it, how you would not let it eating you out. That's what I'm working on it.